19 March 2011

Liar, liar.

Never thought I'd feel like this again.

Especially not with you.

But somehow you managed to find a way,

And somehow now I do.

I trusted you more than anyone.

I told myself you would be the one person

Who never let me down.

I guess I was wrong.

There's a shocker.

They all wonder why it matters,

Why should I care so much

About something that seems

So small?

But they don't understand

That's not the point.

Not at all.

And I can't believe I almost

Let myself be

Convinced

To try something as

Stupid

As the things

You did.

I won't.

I won't do that with you like I said.

I won't answer your calls.

I won't reply to your messages.

I won't let myself forgive you.

Not just yet.

I'm hurt because you let me

Believe

I could trust you.

You let me

Think

I would never feel like this.

Not with you.

...but I do.

My stomach is turning

And I feel like I'm going to puke.

And right now what I want

Is to have nothing to do you with you.

Sit there and text your apologies.

I won't read them.

I hope the high was worth it.

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar

Liar.

I wish you would've caught fire.

Then both of us would've been burned.

13 March 2011

I let myself go, but only because you let me.

For once in my life, I'm speechless.

And I know that even if I had something to say you could care less,

so why bother saying

it? I know you're just praying

I'll agree;

I can hear you begging

for me

to leave.

So I'll walk away.

And when I look back on this someday,

I won't be

sorry.

Do me a favor? Just forget about me.

I'll be a ghost of the past,

a forgotten memory, a song that didn't last.

I'll be everything

I can, just not what you expected me

to be.

And whose fault is it really?

Mine, probably.

But that's okay. I tried and I failed, and that's the

best you'll ever get out of me.